i have a best friend, we have been friends for over 6 years now; we have been through a lot, good bad and ugly but we have always stuck together. Bear that in mind.
this weekend was my best friends birthday party, and the build up was awesome. she told me that there was this guy that she thought would be my soul mate. okay, great. i met the guy, he was quiet cool. during the course of the evening we were talking and it came out that she kissed him, wow, i felt like a ton of bricks had just fallen on me. i felt betrayed and used, heck i still feel that way. Why the f did she try and set me up with some guy she had already bagged? i was the bigger person and walked away. but I'm still really hurt. it may seem petty, but to me, you don't do that!
words like selfish , backstabber, dishonest and bitch come to mind.
i had a choice to forgive her and move on, or hold a grudge. of course i forgave her, but i still feel hurt and abused. Everything was not as it seemed. i had to learn a life lesson.
Life lessons suck, they hurt like a dog and you never good about it until, like, five years later!!I wonder how many more of these joyous moments i will have to go through....
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